Perfectly Imperfect

aloeplantt:

good friendships are honestly the most healing and light things in the entire world

In saying the things I said below - I need to snap out of this. I need to be strong. Only you can help yourself.

Just need to get this off my chest.

I haven’t been in a good place. There’s always something in my head telling me I don’t deserve anything in life. That I will be alone. And I’m very good pushing people away. Which sucks cos all I need really is someone to talk to.

It’s very hard to open up. Especially when it’s really affecting you, that is life changing.

Something happened two weeks ago. Something that really broke me. Something that I, still until this day, I can’t let go.

Fuck, it hurts pretty bad but it might be nothing to anyone but it really sucks to feel this way.

Maybe I’ll never be good enough. Maybe, I can just disappear. Maybe… just maybe.